New Site

So I decided to go on a new site to create a new blog because I've been having some issues with the last site I was using posts not getting published ect.

So I figured why not try again so a little update on me.. I went to the doctors yesterday for those of you who don't know what I'm talking about I was hurt back in June when a car almost hit me they found a slight crack in one of the bones but they weren't so concerned at that they werr more concerned about what else the scans showed after numerous x-rays, cat cans ect the docs found a mass in spine located between the L6 and S1.

We have tried two different spinal procedures the second one was yesterday the first one was a giant fail and I am not holding my breath on this procedure either. What they do is they stick a needles in my spine first they inject dye around the mass and then using guided x-rays and ultrasounds they inject more needle's in different areas around the mass for pain. Last time I had this procedure was 5 weeks ago and it didn't work so I'm not holding my breath.

The crappy thing is I've seen four different doctors and they are all saying the same thing to me that the mass is too close to the nerve endings of the spine and it is to risky to operate to take it out which leave me stuck with this thing in my back for forever and having to rely on Physio and pain pills to live with chronic pain I'm going to have for the rest of my life. So Ya It Blows Balls.

If I was the type of person that could do a video blog and feel comfortable and confident with myself I totally would but I can't for two reason's. 
1) I am to self concious 
2) I'd get into trouble probably for the excessive use of the word fuck lol.

I haven't posted in awhile because I've gotten caught up with my fitbit lol normally I would just concentrate on my steps but I actually had a chance to look at the site I didn't realize there was so much that site had to offer. I met new wonderful people who are getting to know me and they are helping me without even realizing it.

The site has a lot of different things you can use I am actually quite enjoying it so that's why I'm Mia lol.
Ice caps are still the devil and I still have a very long road ahead of me.. I feel like all the progress I have made over the last year is a fail because now I'm stuck with a hurt back which depresses and limits what i am ablw to do which isn't exactly motivating me but I have to dust myself off and carry on onwards and upwards.
I am a stubborn ass I don't give up that easy 😆

Anyways that's all I really wanted to say i just wanted to update everyone on me and what was going on.

I hope that everyone who's reading that has a wonderful weekend.
Drink your water.
Move Your Body.
Smile At A Stranger They Could Be Having A Really Bad Day And A Simple Smile Could Brighten It.

Thanks For Reading. 
😘